Sleep:
Terrible. What's new?
Best moment this week:
Trevor and I celebrated our 4th anniversary on Friday! Our actual anniversary is today! We went to Anasazi Steakhouse and got a free creme brulee!
Food I'm craving:
Reece's Easter Eggs. Why are they so much better? I can't stay away.
What's making me nauseous:
I haven't been nauseous at all except for one day I randomly got hit with a ton of nausea.
Symptoms:
I am definitely getting to the miserable stage. I'm just feel so terrible! The night we celebrated our anniversary my stomach kept getting super tight and it was frequent so I was getting nervous and then I started cramping a little bit so I was freaking out! I started getting my hospital bag ready just in case! I took a warm bath and went to bed and so it all stopped. Thank goodness! My doctor said I would start having false labor this week so I'm guess that's what it was. Also.. my face is getting swollen again.. ahhhh! I was so happy because the swelling didn't come until much later this time so I thought I was going to get away without being swollen this time! Nope.
Mood:
I've been super stressed out about everything lately. It really hit me yesterday that I'm going to be having a newborn soon! Newborns scare me! I can handle all the other ages but newborns are just so intimidating. Everyone says it's like riding a bike but I feel like I've forgotten everything! Another thing stressing me out is the labor! I mean the labor isn't necessarily what's scaring me but since I had such scary things happen I'm worried it will happen again.. ah!
What I'm looking forward to:
I'm now going to the doctor every week which makes me happy because it means its getting close! Although I hate getting the exams.. ha. I am so nervous to have this baby but at the same time I just want her here already! It's weird.. but I miss her! It's like I'm getting to see someone I haven't seen for almost 25 years!
New in life:
> Trevor is loving his new job! He loves being outside and doing different things everyday. Last Sunday he took us out for a drive to see where he works and I always forget how beautiful Ivins is! We actually hope to move out there some day so that he can be closer.
> One of my best friends told me she is pregnant and I'm so happy about it! We had babies within a month of each other so I'm happy we are pregnant at the same time again!
> We cleaned out all the mold that was in our windows (that the landlords clearly didn't clean) and deep cleaned everything so I feel a lot better about bringing a newborn into our apartment! I also got an air purifier which makes me super happy haha! Am I turning into an adult? Nah..
> Emma keeps talking about "Baby Sister" and it melts my heart! I am just so excited to see how they interact!
> Speaking of Emma.. She was running "Ready Set Go!" and I'm not exactly sure what happened but I heard a loud thump and she came crying to me. I didn't really look at her face and just gave her a hug but when I pulled her back she had bright red blood all over her mouth! It absolutely freaked me out! She had a huge cut in her mouth and it looked like her tooth almost went through her cheek! I have never heard her cry like that before. It was so sad. She rarely cries when she falls down or gets hurt so I knew that she must have really hurt herself. It absolutely broke my heart! Luckily it healed quickly. Also.. does anybody else's toddlers have bruises ALL over their legs? I don't even know where they come from! Especially because she hardly ever cries when she gets hurt! She's so crazy.
Terrible. What's new?
Best moment this week:
Trevor and I celebrated our 4th anniversary on Friday! Our actual anniversary is today! We went to Anasazi Steakhouse and got a free creme brulee!
Food I'm craving:
Reece's Easter Eggs. Why are they so much better? I can't stay away.
What's making me nauseous:
I haven't been nauseous at all except for one day I randomly got hit with a ton of nausea.
Symptoms:
I am definitely getting to the miserable stage. I'm just feel so terrible! The night we celebrated our anniversary my stomach kept getting super tight and it was frequent so I was getting nervous and then I started cramping a little bit so I was freaking out! I started getting my hospital bag ready just in case! I took a warm bath and went to bed and so it all stopped. Thank goodness! My doctor said I would start having false labor this week so I'm guess that's what it was. Also.. my face is getting swollen again.. ahhhh! I was so happy because the swelling didn't come until much later this time so I thought I was going to get away without being swollen this time! Nope.
Mood:
I've been super stressed out about everything lately. It really hit me yesterday that I'm going to be having a newborn soon! Newborns scare me! I can handle all the other ages but newborns are just so intimidating. Everyone says it's like riding a bike but I feel like I've forgotten everything! Another thing stressing me out is the labor! I mean the labor isn't necessarily what's scaring me but since I had such scary things happen I'm worried it will happen again.. ah!
What I'm looking forward to:
I'm now going to the doctor every week which makes me happy because it means its getting close! Although I hate getting the exams.. ha. I am so nervous to have this baby but at the same time I just want her here already! It's weird.. but I miss her! It's like I'm getting to see someone I haven't seen for almost 25 years!
New in life:
> Trevor is loving his new job! He loves being outside and doing different things everyday. Last Sunday he took us out for a drive to see where he works and I always forget how beautiful Ivins is! We actually hope to move out there some day so that he can be closer.
> One of my best friends told me she is pregnant and I'm so happy about it! We had babies within a month of each other so I'm happy we are pregnant at the same time again!
> We cleaned out all the mold that was in our windows (that the landlords clearly didn't clean) and deep cleaned everything so I feel a lot better about bringing a newborn into our apartment! I also got an air purifier which makes me super happy haha! Am I turning into an adult? Nah..
> Emma keeps talking about "Baby Sister" and it melts my heart! I am just so excited to see how they interact!
> Speaking of Emma.. She was running "Ready Set Go!" and I'm not exactly sure what happened but I heard a loud thump and she came crying to me. I didn't really look at her face and just gave her a hug but when I pulled her back she had bright red blood all over her mouth! It absolutely freaked me out! She had a huge cut in her mouth and it looked like her tooth almost went through her cheek! I have never heard her cry like that before. It was so sad. She rarely cries when she falls down or gets hurt so I knew that she must have really hurt herself. It absolutely broke my heart! Luckily it healed quickly. Also.. does anybody else's toddlers have bruises ALL over their legs? I don't even know where they come from! Especially because she hardly ever cries when she gets hurt! She's so crazy.
This was actually taken at 34 weeks..
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